”Dilema" in my way..

Yes it is the 6th day of May finally , just left 4days more to register form six.
Yes i will go register because form six start classes after the mid-term holidays.
But i , don't know how to express out , i dislike form six , some more the school i got is Seksyen 16,Shah Alam. That makes me more "hate" form six. 
But , how ? My family finance really really can't afford for those A-level .
 i really don't want to be a burden for my family anymore. 
maybe study form six also a right choice.


Many people suggested me not to do stpm , because it is tougher than other .
But, for me , that's equal.
Study always been hard for all student , except for those so called "genius" but not me.
Although out there have a lot of loan that  i can apply to continue persue my a-lvl and futher studies 
But, how about the debt afterward ? 
Until now still waiting for JPA scholarship 
if get , will i go ? bonded by the government 10 years.
if fail to get , stpm ? a -lvl ? 


Really need to make a decision that would change my entire life ..
Can somebody help me ? 
Nope, the only people that can help me is myself . 


Regards,
George
2010-5-5