The last day of 2010 !!!

WooHOO..Finally is 31st of december 2010!!
and guess what? i felt very happy that i finally make up my decision to go mt.kinabalu!!
i really hope everything will go fine for me  in this coming year ..2011!!
Chen Haw, he's my really true friends that i met in my college ..
although we had many quarrels and unpleasant throughout this six months.. but i know what type of men he is..
i really admire him so much..
admire the way he do things , very decisive person !!
Woel Haur, a very quiet person that i met in my college..
but, he's not that quiet afterall.. he's ""pervert""!!haha.. sorry la.. i find dictionary pervert means 反常.. that's what i want to write.. haha.. don't angry ya..
YikZhen, a very outgoing person just because he had...........not suitable to expose it here...haha
he is very nice person too .. also very clever.. is a nice buddy ..:)
So,when come to my beloved classmate and now become tablemate too ---Kian Poh..
he's very hardworking person , like his study attitude so much .. i hope i can have half of his attitude is also enough for me..haha.. he is also very good in badminton....
By the end of this year, i would like to thank many people that help me throughout this year..
first of all is my parents , thanks for bringing me up until now ..i promise i will study more harder and smarter in 2011..
secondly, is my three beautiful sister that help me a lot no matter in house,outside, or even in college ..
i also want to thank kianpoh,harry,yikzhen for bringing me out from college with their super car.. :)
many many person i want to thanks for this year.. :) i hope that everyone of them will be healthy in next year..

i have a lot of things to said ..but i hv to go out for lunch 1st..haha.. see ya in next post.. countdown-ing!!

countdown-ing , NeW hopes..

Finally is 30th december 2010 !! one day more 2011 will arrived at the house..
when i looked back the previous days in 2010 , wow... this year really a fanstastic year for me ..
firstly i got a great spm result , this make me got jpa scholarship to pursue my study in medical field in india ...
recall back the 1st day i reached the place i do my foundation that is east technology college in sepang ..
its been 6months i studied  there.. it's really a great place to learn by ur very ownself with the help of ur beloved friends..haha..

Before the new year reach , i want to make some little wishes ..
i hope that my family will be healthy and have a prosperous life..
i hope that i can be more successful in my study and straight 4A in my A-level examination ..
i hope that everything will go fine on the expedition to Mt.Kinabalu on jun 2011 to me,chen haw,chung chung,alex,yikzhen
i hope that 2011 is a wonderful year for me !!

it's time to makes some revolution guys!! happy studying!! :)

So, welcome 2011 and goodbye 2010 !! .. i enjoyed my life.. yew..

Teddy bear's dream..

last night, i went to midvalley with my beloved mother and sister.
we had our dinner at reminisce , a chinese restaurant .
after dinner, we started our "shotshot" journey.
"Teddy!!" the first word i shout when i first entered the shopping complex.
Seriously, there're a lots of teddy all around.

"WOw"! it's very fanstastic..  
Here i attach some of those teddy..

snowbear.. Woahh..SupER like!!

neh neh neh bubu .. posing bear!! huhaa..handsome!

seriously.. nice nice nice!! I hope i can have one of this!! heehee..
this just some sneakpeak on the photo i took.. want some more? visit my facebook click here
i think that's all . Merry Christmas everyone.. Eventhough it passed .o.o 

Closing down my blog..

i think it is the time for me to concentrate on my study..
so , i had decided to close up this blog ..
i think i'll will save all my memories inside my great brain..
thanks for everyone for following my blog so far..
i apologize that i can't always update my blog due to buzyness and lazyness..haha..
goodbye, see ya in future.. live on , rocks on! .. :=)

今天偶然觉悟的一句话

"请不要把快乐建立在别人的痛苦上"

100915 Have Fun At TS-cosmo world!!

Yeah! today really fun at cosmo world ,ts..
with my 3 buddies..
our journey start with SUSHI KING!! ..had our lunch there and cost me around rm20!! haha..

and afterward... we went to cosmo world, times square theme park!! oh my gosh , the ticket cost RM32!! u guess worth or not ? ! wanna know the answer? continue to read this post!!

no so remember which one we played first..but we played 

•	Supersonic Odyssey
•	DNA Mixer
•	Dizzy Izzy
•	Ooort’s Express
•	Spinning Orbit
•	Space Attack

and much more that i can't name one by one !! wanna see some photos ? go here..

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=22439&id=100000781316149

yeah, i really had fun today, it's been a long time i didn't enjoy so much .. next time sure i go again!! or go challenge genting theme park!!! haha.. 

one of my buddy is going back on this friday to continue study!!wish him good luck!!  and all the best ..!! 

i also need to pack up my mood , study mood is coming !!! 

STUDY SMART, NOT HARD ! 

100914 Beraya di rumah kawan-kawan..

Yesterday , i went to "raya" with my secondary school classmates.. 
it was very good to see back all of them ..
we had a lot of fun together..
i want to thanks my friend , umar who act as my driver all the time..haha.. 
i want to thanks all my friends who invite us to "raya" at their houses .. 
hey hey, it is not end yet!! 
Hari Raya Aidilfitri still have half months to go!! 
wish u guys have a very nice raya ever..!! 
after holidays, start ur journey on study!! 
MAkes Ur dREams coME TRUE!! 

6-9-2010..feelings..

finally my 2weeks holidays started..
today my last paper exam was maths..i quite confident before sitting for the exam... when i do the first question.. all my mood gone..Guess what? i think my maths paper going to fails , is not going , is totally failed.. out of 7 question i only manage to do one question.. the other six question all partially done , and not sure whether it is correct or not.. haih...just now sit at home , do those questions again , guess what again ?.. i manage to done it.. never mind.. just give it a try first.. maybe is i very nervous when exam , maybe i will drop maths, but not now.. if final exam i failed again , then i drop it.. haha..
although i feel sad because really 1st time do that bad in my maths exam.. 
but it passed, crying after u killed someone is not going to wake that people up , isn't? ..
so , enjoy my 2weeks holidays.... 


AGAIN, FAILED IN AN EXAM DOES NOT MEAN YOUR LIFE IS END..

I'm fine ..

I'm fine ..

everything will be fine if i take it fine ..

everything will be hard if i take it hard..

human being is just very very weird ,

the brain ,

the brilliant brain, 

that control our feelings , our's rational thinking..

we always think negatively , where goes the positive miracles ?..

we feel stress , 

we are emotional,

we love,

we hate,

we cry,

we laugh...

because we have brain ,

we are human ,

the greatest living thing ever that created by the Great One , the God.. 

thanks buddhist society in ktt, 

yesterday stress management talk really impressed me a lot ,

maybe before i feel very depressed or upset or even felt that i'm the stupiest in ktt ,

putting a lot of stress on my shoulder,

and i even fall in sick for almost two weeks , stomachache for almost three days...

somehow , i want to breakdown , i want to give up the way i had taken ..

But, after listen to brother mui han's talk and sharing ,

Yet, now i think more positively , 

having problems in bio,chem,phys or maths? 

so what? you have mouth , you have friends , you have the lecturers ..

just go ahead and request for their helps ..! 

i really want to thank chen haw , my beloved "genius" roomate.. 

he helps me a lot on my studies.. 

he taught me a lot.. 

everyday i saw him , he like very steady ..but perhaps, he have his own stress too .. 

i think i had type too long, 

30th aug will arrive soon..

my 1st ever exam in a-lvl.. in ktt.. in the jungle..

i hope that everything go fine ..

everyone can score A .. 

EVERYONE MUST FLY.. !! God blessed! 

某人又在胡思乱想，打出个乱七八糟的文章。

好久，好久了。没有为自己写一篇真正的心情日志了，不是忙，而是我真的不知道该怎么样抒发我自己心中的感觉，现在心里好乱，好久没有这种感觉了，什么事情也做不下去。

我呢？？说句老实话，我是个很自恋的人，可能是因为这样身边的朋友总是被我逗的哈哈大笑，朋友们都认为我是个大不透的人，可是人前欢笑的我，在一个人的时候总会有莫名的伤感，很希望可以有一个人可以把我给逗笑，可是这个人真的好难找啊。从小到大，在父母家人朋友的眼中，我要承担一个好孩子的包袱，虽然性格比较外向可是从没有做过一件出格的事情，我的人生似乎在沿着一个直线很顺利的进行着，可是，这是我要的吗？

我不知道，我真的不知道，因为好孩子的头衔，我活的好累，因为父母的期待，我活的好累，因为不能输的信念，我活的好累。因为我是好孩子，所以我压抑了内心所有的感情，真的很奇怪，从小到大，只要是我的好朋友，他们总是有很多的异性朋友包围着，我自己都抑郁，是我交的朋友都太有魅力吗？

哈哈，真的不懂是为什么，看着他们在恋爱中的幸福，说真的我很妒嫉，我也很羡慕，可是我不能，我不能像他们一样接受别人的感情？因为我是父母眼中的“好孩子"”所以，我隐藏起自己的感情，我很清楚很明白自己的路应该怎么走，可是或许正是因为我太明白了，所以我又很迷茫。可能我是多愁善感的吧，我天天对自己说我应该做有意义的事情，可是我做的事情或许在父母和朋友们看来很有意义，那么我自己呢？？我真的觉得那有意义吗？看着固定的轨道行驶的我就连一点出轨的可能都没有，累了，疲累了，因为那是所有人对我的期望，我到底什么时候才可以真正的为自己活呢？什么时候才可以拥有自己的幸福？

今天的心情不是很好，所以才写出这乱七八糟的话，只是想发泄一下内心的痛苦吧，希望明天会更好吧。

A nice quote..

“What is the quality of your intent?

Certain people have a way of saying things that shake us at the core. Even when the words do not seem harsh or offensive, the impact is shattering. What we could be experiencing is the intent behind the words. When we intend to do good, we do. When we intend to do harm, it happens. What each of us must come to realize is that our intent always comes through. We cannot sugarcoat the feelings in our heart of hearts. The emotion is the energy that motivates. We cannot ignore what we really want to create. We should be honest and do it the way we feel it. What we owe to ourselves and everyone around is to examine the reasons of our true intent.

My intent will be evident in the results.”

 Thurgood Marshall quotes (American Jurist and Lawyer. 1908-1993)

Trip to KTT tangki..woohoo...

i think it was 13/7/2010 ..
me and some of of ktt's friends went to a tangki trip ..
that place was so nice , just like the "small genting"..
now quite lazy to type so long..
so .. see pictures at my facebook ..haha- -''
 PRESS ME
we can't manage to see the sunset because it quite too late ... T.T..
rushing in blogging....using my neighbour's connection..paiseh..haha...

two weeks in KTT..

two weeks in ktt..
a lot of "genius" there , kind of study freak..
all of them driving me crazy ,
let me feel that i'm the stupid-est in ktt..
even my housemate also study most of the time ..  a question mark for all of you ..?
come on guys , a-level is just like spm , i don't think that you need to study all over the time until you close your door up and force yourself be in the room just study without any socializing?
IT'S JUST THE SECOND WEEK !!

whatever , but life in ktt actually is still bad..
the schedule so funny and irritating..
n .. my *** lecturer i'm not say she not good ..but she still new there ..n new in education career- -.. how huh?
the 2nd week in ktt i fall in sick ady.. huhu..
maybe because the food there mostly is spicy and comsume less water ..
and finally i wash some of my clothes by myself..
learning to be independent (but can depend on friends ..haha)..
be in ktt make me lazy to online actually..
everyday be with those books..
it is fun ,
but weird..
all the best for my AS level examination next year..^^

KTT's orientation..

yeah..finally the orientation ended with such great success!!
first of all, i would like to thanks our group fasi +senior , ricky,amy,eric,nadir,rina,ru ren and much more that sorry i can't list out one by one!! (if i spell wrongly urs name really2 sorry!!)
my group is group 2! group name is GAGA!! yeah..that's lady gaga!!
as usual orientation week will hv performance at the closing ceremony.. our group is needed to perform a choir..
not the static one..BUT the CRAZY one..haha..
my 1st impression on KTT really2 is aiya,so small..the surrounding aihh..rural area and blablabla..
BUT after the 1st week be in KTT.. from our senior to all my friends there really2 nice and make me feel KTT is really2 a great place!!

our group sing a lot of song today..
heal the world+waka waka+eenie meenie+baby+what you waiting for+i gotta feeling+bad romance!!
fully around 7 mins cCRAZY choir i had ever have!!
sincerely i really2 enjoy in this orientation week , although is tired but we learn a lot!! appreciate all the encounter!!

GROUP2 GAGA WE'RE ROCKS AND THE BEST IN KTT 2010!!

The New journey begin

Finally it is Sunday ,27th June 2010.
The last day before i heading to KTT .
Today busy for a whole morning and afternoon , packing up all my things to bring .. (kinda worried if i forgot things).
I'm going to leave my family , my sweet bed , and my INTERNET! lol..
I going to miss my family so much at there.. 
I have to be more independent , be responsible to my life ..
I'm not fighting all alone , i have friends there ..
A new journey will begin soon .
No matter what challenges is waiting in front of me ,  i will beat them up one by one !! 
BECAUSE I AM WHO I AM ! 


Thank you to my parents who always care for me and be with me all the time..
Thank you to my three lovely sisters who always give me advices..
Thank you my God make me choose this way , please bless me all the time ..Amitabha...

How silly am I !!

哎呀,好难过啊...刚刚填那个合约时填错担保人的名字啦!!! 我的天啊..希望能够过关- -' 
唉,谁叫我担保人是我姐哦,名字又差不多一样,结果就填回自己的名字了..谁有能擦去钢笔痕迹的橡皮擦啊,借我救命啊!! 烦死我了...烦啊烦啊..为什么我那么粗心!!! 大头虾!!下次不准了!!

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Form Six Orientation 1st Day..

Wow,many people keep asking me why i'm still attend this "oh my god" orientation since i will leaving soon..
The answer is i want to feel once that feeling..haha..and today i feel it!!
Actually when morning is quite boring like playing some softgames ,icebreaking all that stuff..
but i like the so called explorace at around 10.45pm ..
i was been grouped to my lovely group 3....
we have 8 checkpoint.. sorry but i can't remember what activities is carried out at corresponding checkpoint..
i just remember , 1stly my group have to draw a world cup country flags on our face..guess what?my group draw japan..hahah..because it was the easiest!! then , we went to the dataran seroja to challenge the chopstick ..we are requeired to use chopstick to take the guli from one bowl to another..muahaha..guess what? we just let the guli fly from one bowl to another ..can imagine right ?..hahaha,,
after finished it, we when to the classroom i think.. have so word puzzle with the word"BELIA BENCI DADAH"haha.. then we continue to a place where i sit down and close my eyes while my group member blow balloon until it burst ..guess what again..?haha..the balloon contain flour but i'm still ok with it..haha..
later on , went to do the itik jalan around the pond..omg- -it's very very tired man!!! but the senior said i'm so cute?! haha.. thanks .. then go the badminton court is it ? to dancing and drink the "mixture" ..but i still want to say something about this.. i can accept the drink , but please don't use same cup for everyone .. it is disgusting and NOT HYGIENE !! (now my stomach feel like want go toilet ady..) then go to the parking part to find a car..then run aroud the field acting as a motorcyclist ~= ='' quite stupid here ..then need to sing and dance again... senior like to sing n dance i think ?.. then the final one .. go the koperasi there and kopek bawang putih and eat it.. until now my mouth ..yerr.. don't come near me please..i use listerine to wash my mouth oso useless!!! arghhh!! but overall still ok la.. thanks senior ya..all the best for urs coming stpm..!!

Unpredictable.

Life is unpredictable.
Everyday , woke up early in the morning waiting for the letter to come ..
But, until today..it haven't ever reach my door steps..
Waiting,waiting and waiting..
And yet, i choose to take up medic..
leave my home sweet home and stay at KTT for 1.5years.. 
is  time to learn to be an independent guy..
If everything go fine for my a-level and life..
I'll be fly to India on years 2012.. 


I don't want to think so far.. 
I just want the letter to come early so that i can done prepare my things..
28June2010, the day of registration at KTT..
hope the lecturer there is good and best ..
hope the senior there are kind enough to help junior..
hope i can make many friends there..
hope i can success through KTT..

引用:五月天变形 DNA【无限放大版】世界巡回大马演唱会

在5-6-2010 这一天, 和姐姐们去了五月天的演唱会,至于演唱会内容么,就不详谈囖..只想和大家分享一下,这张照片...

这张照片是在当天演唱会拍下的,"决定自己的DNA"。其实我们真的能决定自己的DNA吗？答案是不能。我们的DNA，早在我们的爸爸的精子和妈妈的卵子遇见时，就决定了。但是，这句对我的含义，其实不是那么的科学式。我们，是可以决定自己的DNA；我们，可以决定自己的梦想，自己的未来。人生往往会遭遇不少的苦，但是在雨过放晴的那天，甜自然而然就会找上门。朋友们，不要再愚昧的说自己笨，自己比不上别人。其实我们大家都拥有着专属自己的DNA! 

加油，朋友！让我们一起往梦想的火车站出发，不到站绝不轻言放弃！

人生应该领悟的25件事

人生应该领悟的25件事

1、记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的。
2、能冲刷一切的除了眼泪，就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶。
3、怨言是上天得至人类最大的供物，也是人类祷告中最真诚的部分。
4、智慧的代价是矛盾。这是人生对人生观开的玩笑。
5、世上的姑娘总以为自己是骄傲的公主（除了少数极丑和少数极聪明的姑娘例外）
6、如果敌人让你生气，那说明你还没有胜他的把握。
7、如果朋友让你生气，那说明你仍然在意他的友情。
8、令狐冲说“有些事情本身我们无法控制，只好控制自己。”
9、我不知道我现在做的哪些是对的，那些是错的，而当我终于老死的时候我才知道这些。所以我现在所
能做的就是尽力做好每一件事，然后等待着老死。
10、也许有些人很可恶，有些人很卑鄙。而当我设身为他想象的时候，我才知道：他比我还可怜。所以请
原谅所有你见过的人，好人或者坏人。
11、鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里．水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里。
12、快乐要有悲伤作陪，雨过应该就有天晴。如果雨后还是雨，如果忧伤之后还是忧伤．请让我们从容面
对这离别之后的离别。微笑地去寻找一个不可能出现的你！
13、死亡教会人一切，如同考试之后公布的结果——虽然恍然大悟，但为时晚矣！
14、你出生的时候，你哭着，周围的人笑着；你逝去的时候，你笑着，而周围的人在哭！一切都是轮
回!!!! 我们都在轮回中!!!!
15、男人在结婚前觉得适合自己的女人很少，结婚后觉得适合自己的女人很多。
16、于千万人之中，遇见你所遇见的人；于千万年之中，时间的无涯荒野里，没有早一步，也没有晚一步
，刚巧赶上了。
17、每个人都有潜在的能量，只是很容易:被习惯所掩盖，被时间所迷离,被惰性所消磨。
18、人生短短几十年，不要给自己留下了什么遗憾，想笑就笑，想哭就哭，该爱的时候就去爱，无谓压抑
自己
19、《和平年代》里的话：当幻想和现实面对时，总是很痛苦的。要么你被痛苦击倒，要么你把痛苦踩在
脚下。
20、真正的爱情是不讲究热闹不讲究排场不讲究繁华更不讲究嚎头的。
21、生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。于是，看见的，看不见的；记住的，遗忘了。生命中，不断地有得
到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的
，是不是永远不会消失？
22、我们确实活得艰难，一要承受种种外部的压力，更要面对自己内心的困惑。在苦苦挣扎中，如果有人
向你投以理解的目光，你会感到一种生命的暖意，或许仅有短暂的一瞥，就足以使我感奋不已。
23、我不去想是否能够成功,既然选择了远方,便只顾风雨兼程;我不去想,身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨,既然
目标是地平线,留给世界的只能是背影。
24、后悔是一种耗费精神的情绪.后悔是比损失更大的损失,比错误更大的错误.所以不要后悔。
25、日出东海落西山，愁也一天，喜也一天；遇事不钻牛角尖，人也舒坦，心也舒坦。

Sign of robbery

NOT TOO SURE HOW TRUE IS THIS! FOR THOSE WHO STAY IN LANDED PROPERTY, BE EXTRA CAREFULL!!!

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Be alerted!!  

Always check the wall / door at your front entrance / gate / perimeter fencing etc.  Beware of any weired "sign"  written on the wall / gate / door of front entrance.

It's special sign created / planned by robbers for an attack /  'break-in' into the house.

See attachment.

Briefly, below are the alleged weired logo / sign created by robbers :  

(for those cannot read chinese character)

[ +  -- ]    =  occupant in day time & nobody at night

[ O ]   centre got a dot  =  home alone / staying alone 

[ . . . ]   3 person at home /  3 family members

[  /  ]  already broken-into

[ * ]  TARGET

[  x  ]  Not interested / Not a target

So,  take note of any STAR logo at the front entrance,  it means you have been targeted !!!!!

Please forward this message to all your friends, relatives, loved ones to make them aware!!  

Another Unforgettable Day in My Life..

Today, 11th june 2010..
the appeal for jpa scholarship is announced ..at around 5pm+
i was watching korean drama at that time..
not so worry like last time , when the jpa scholarship holder was announced..
i did not put so much hope on it anymore.. 


But,
today , when i clicked into the esilav website , key in my ic and password.. dan "masuk"
i was stunded..
my name was listed along with the word perubatan-india.. 
Yes, i got it finally.. i secure for jpa scholarship..
i'm was quite glad on that time .. 
now i still not yet click terima biasiswa ..
and i sitll considering..

Nombor MyKad	:	92120910----
Nama Penuh	:	LOONG YEE YEW
Kursus	:	PERUBATAN
Negara	:	INDIA
Kursus Persediaan	:	A-LEVEL CAMBRIDGE (1.5 TAHUN)
Tarikh Pendaftaran	:	28 Jun 2010 (ISNIN)
Masa Pendaftaran	:	9.00 PAGI
Tempat Pendaftaran	:	KOLEJ TEKNOLOGI TIMUR
		TAMAN KENANGA
		BANDAR BARU SALAK TINGGI
		43900 SEPANG
		SELANGOR yeah..this written in the page.. i hope i can make my final decision soon.. all the best for all spm-leaver 2009. all the best for shiau ling.. all the best for myself.. THANK GOD THANK MOTHER , YOU ARE THE ONE ACCOMPANY ME IN THE JOURNEY FIGHTING FOR JPA SCHOLARSHIP.. THANK FATHER , ALTHOUGH YOU NOT GV ANY OPINION..BUT I KNOW U ALWAYS HOPE THE BEST FOR ME.. THANK MY THREE SISTERS, YOU ALL ARE MY PRETTY AND LOVELY SISTER , I LOVE TO BE WITH ALL OF YOU.. SOB..SOB.. KINDA WANT TO CRY .. T.T.. Regards, George..^^

The To-be-forgotten

The To-be-forgotten

I

            I heard a small sad sound,

And stood awhile among the tombs around:

"Wherefore, old friends," said I, "are you distrest,

            Now, screened from life's unrest?"

II

            —"O not at being here;

But that our future second death is near;

When, with the living, memory of us numbs,

            And blank oblivion comes!

III

            "These, our sped ancestry,

Lie here embraced by deeper death than we;

Nor shape nor thought of theirs can you descry

            With keenest backward eye.

IV

            "They count as quite forgot;

They are as men who have existed not;

Theirs is a loss past loss of fitful breath;

            It is the second death.

V

            "We here, as yet, each day

Are blest with dear recall; as yet, can say

We hold in some soul loved continuance

            Of shape and voice and glance.

VI

            "But what has been will be —

First memory, then oblivion's swallowing sea;

Like men foregone, shall we merge into those

            Whose story no one knows.

VII

            "For which of us could hope

To show in life that world-awakening scope

Granted the few whose memory none lets die,

            But all men magnify?

VIII

            "We were but Fortune's sport;

Things true, things lovely, things of good report

We neither shunned nor sought ... We see our bourne,

            And seeing it we mourn."

A dream

A Dream

In visions of the dark night

       I have dreamed of joy departed—

But a waking dream of life and light

       Hath left me broken-hearted.

Ah! what is not a dream by day

       To him whose eyes are cast

On things around him with a ray

       Turned back upon the past?

That holy dream—that holy dream,

       While all the world were chiding,

Hath cheered me as a lovely beam

       A lonely spirit guiding.

What though that light, thro' storm and night,

       So trembled from afar—

What could there be more purely bright

   In Truth's day-star?